I would like to start off this week's blog with some apropos words from a very funny movie....kudos to you if you can name the movie!
"Back to school. Back to school, to prove to Dad that I'm not a fool. I got my lunch packed up, my boots tied tight, I hope I don't get in a fight. Ohhhh, back to school. Back to school. Back to school. Well, here goes nothing. " (hint: song is sung by adam sandler)
Sigh....this is essentially how I felt this week. It has been four and half years since I graduated from college. That may not seem like a really long time, but it feels like it was ages ago that I sat in classes and had to do "homework." Needless to say I was pretty anxious about starting school this past week, but I was also SUPER excited. I mean, seriously, you guys how many people get the chance to go to school and study what they REALLY love and what they have dreamed of doing their whole life? I wouldn't venture to guess not that many. I mean, sure, I went to college and I absolutely LOVED my college experience, but if I'm being honest with myself, I was settling for studying something that I would like to do if what I truly loved (music) wasn't an option. And also because I was afraid to venture "outside the box" of a "normal job." For the record, I do NOT at all regret attending Clemson or getting my degree. I believe with all my heart that everything happens for a reason and there is a purpose in the way things turn out. I know that I am exactly where I need to be right now and knowing that helps calm the fears and insecurities I have about this whole experience!
Alright, so here is a run down of my how week went...
On Monday I had to be at school at 8am to pick up schedule so I got up at 6am and left the apartment by 7am. I wasn't sure how crazy traffic would be on the 101 on Monday morning and I didn't want to take any chances of being late! Lucky for me traffic was not bad at all that early and I got to school at 7:30am. After waiting in the registration line for a while I picked up my schedule and realized I didn't have class until 10am that morning...awesome....2 hours to kill. You will notice below that 2 hour breaks are pretty frequent throughout my schedule....here is what it looks like:
MONDAYS:10-10:50
Sight Singing- I think this class seems pretty self explanatory! We work on improving our sight reading skills in regard to rhythm, melodies, harmonies, etc. My teacher's name is Katie and she's a really fun and young teacher. She makes a subject that can be kind of monotonous and boring seem fun!
11am-2pm-
BREAK! I pretty use this time to work on assignments for other classes and go to the vocal labs and work on songs.
2-2:50
Blues Vocals- taught by "Mama O" is a class that studies blues vocalists and their music to help singers get insight into blues singer's phrasing and emotional delivery. This is a class I am REALLY looking forward to!! It was actually cancelled last week because our instructor was out of town so I can't wait for it next week!
3-3:50
Vocal Technique- this class is an intro to the anatomy and physiology of the voice...it covers breathing and how it affects the body, mind and singing, etc. My instructor is this super cool rocker chick named Coreen (I also have her for another class). She's so much fun and I'm really looking forward to working with her!
TUESDAYS:10-11:50
Art of Success- this hands down is going to be one of my favorite classes and not just because of the course content. The basic reason for the class (which everyone at the school has to take no matter what you are studying) is because the school wants everyone to be realistic about our goals and what we want to do in the industry. The class gives a lot of info on the music business and also shatters myths about the business. And beyond that it seeks to help us clarify our goals and what we want and how we can be successful and make a living doing what we love (music!) without necessarily being a "rockstar." Very cool. The other thing that is so awesome about this class is the instructor. His name is "Hacksaw"...well really its Brian Williams, but as he told our class there are already too many of those, most notably the news anchor hahaha. I know that my description of him will not do him justice so I'm going to post his bio from the school page and it will give you a sense of the crazy awesomeness that is Hacksaw.
"Hacksaw has been entertaining audiences since shortly after the creation of the wheel. In the summer of 1985, he thrilled his parents by moving to Los Angeles with his high school rock band instead of attending the Ivy League school to which he had been accepted (Yale!). Since that fateful decision, Hacksaw has recorded and performed with numerous aggressive ensembles in LA and across North America. He has also supplemented his income as a comedy writer, received a B.A. in Political Science from UCLA and generally avoided substantial jail time. In his free time, he likes to knit Velcro jumpsuits for his two cats: Daisy Mae & Sugar Bear. Hacksaw's latest musical project is Damn Hippie Freaks. At VIT, Hacksaw teaches the Hard Rock Live Performance Workshop, The Art of Success and Vocal Private Lessons."
I hope that gives you a slight picture of who he is...truly, he is great. He brought the class Paul Newman's lemonade on the first day and did a fun little activity having us introduce ourselves...it was hilarious. I cannot wait to see what kind of things happen in this class over the next ten weeks...oh joy!
12-2pm
BREAK!2-2:50
Harmony & Theory- just as it sounds...learning the math of music...lucky for me I've taken theory before so thus far it hasn't been too difficult! Our teacher Maurice is pretty cool too...very laid back (he's a bass player).
3-3:50
Ear Training- this class focuses on helping us identify intervals, chords, etc. just by hearing them...it is also taught by Maurice and in the same room. I spend many hours in room 240 hahaha.
4-5:50
Vocal Performance- this is my second class caught by Coreen and my 3RD class in a row in room 240....gah. Tuesdays are long days...especially in the late afternoon. This seems like it will be an awesome class though and I'm sure you can guess by the title what we work on....yep, singing. Basically we have a certain number of performances we have to do each quarter and we get up and perform them and are critiqued by Coreen. We can accompany ourselves on guitar or piano or sing with the killer karaoke machine that has over 7,000 songs on it...yeah, it's kind of amazing! This will be a challenging class, but very fun too I think!
WEDNESDAYS
10-10:50
Sight Singing again!
2 HOUR BREAK!1-1:50
Contemporary Vocal Styles- really fun class that is basically a "history of music" type class. We're covering all the contemporary styles of music and where they came from...we start in the 1920's with the Blues which I am so amped about. In the past year or so I've really gotten into the blues and am really looking forward to learning about that era of music and everything after that has made music what it is today. I love history in general so I know I'll love this class.
2 HOUR BREAK!
4-4:50
Keyboard Accompaniment- this class is also exactly what it sounds like...we practice piano essentially and work on being able to play and sing at the same time....along with reading chord charts, etc. I took piano lessons growing up so I was able to test out of the first level class. It has been a while since I consistently practiced so I'm looking forward to getting back to it. Kids do listen to your parents when they say "you'll regret not practicing and not continuing your lessons." I thought they were crazy when I was younger and now I realize as with pretty much everything they told me...they were RIGHT...sigh. hahaha.
THURSDAYS (are special because I don't have to go in until 1pm! yay!)
1-1:50
Private Vocal Lesson- another obvious one...this is the hour of my schedule that I get one on one time with a private instructor. My instructor's name is Jami Lula and he is amazing. He attended MI 20 years ago and has had a lot of success and made a living in the business. He asked me about what I wanted to do and what my goals were to which I replied simply "I want to be a singer-songwriter". And he was like ok, but what else...I mean technically I am that now...but how do I want to put my music out there...do I want to tour? record? etc. etc. He made me think a lot about what I want to get out of this experience and how I need to really sit down and think about what I do want and then make a list of goals of how I'm going to accomplish them. He also had me sing some intervals, match pitch and sing a song a capella (without music for you non-music people). When I finished with that he asked me a really interesting question that I wasn't expecting...."Who told you that you couldn't do this?" And, by this he was referring to being a singer/musician. I told him I couldn't think of anyone who blatantly told me that, but that growing up I was always encouraged in my musical pursuits but only as a hobby, never as a career path. At that point something I totally didn't see coming happened...I broke down. I just started crying in the middle of our lesson. I apologized, but he told me not to worry about it and actually encouraged it. He told me to never lose that quality and that it would help me connect with my audience. He then went on to say that the reason he had asked me that question was because he could tell that I was holding back and that I hadn't really given myself permission to be the singer he could tell that I was. I told him he was right and that I really wanted to embrace my voice, but have been afraid. Basically, I've felt like who I am to think I'm good enough to do this? Aren't there better people out there? Maybe this should just be a hobby. These are the demons that are in my head constantly and keep me from performing how I really should. This is going to be my biggest struggle...Jami says we've got to work on letting the "whaling woman" and "inner diva" that he knows are inside of me out. I'm looking forward to letting her out too...she's been trapped inside for a while and hasn't gotten out much hahaha BUT that is going to change!
It's a new day and I'm ready to start facing these issues head on! Needless to say this was quite an emotional day! I could have used a break after that, but NO...3 straight classes after that.
2-2:50 Harmony & Theory again
3-3:50 Ear Training again
4-5:50 Creativity Workshop-this class is based on the book "The Artists Way" by Julia Cameron. Many of you have probably heard of it from Jenna Fischer as the book she used that helped her create Lollilove. Anyway, I'm SO excited about this class. It is taught by my private teacher Jami Lula and is basically a workshop designed to help increase your creativity. We do all kinds of exercises and projects designed to unblock our creativity. The class only has 10 people so its the perfect size to keep things intimate. I think I'm most looking forward to seeing how this class opens me up with journaling (we have to journal every morning) and how that impacts my songwriting/writing in general and my performances.
NO FRIDAY CLASSES!!!!! WAHOOOOOOO!! (though I will most likely be working)
In a nutshell that is how my week will go. The only class I left out is my LPW class (live playing workshop). This is different every week depending on what song you sign up to perform. We have to do 10 of these a quarter and there are 10 weeks in a quarter which works out to one a week pretty much, though you can do more if you need to. They didn't waste any time this week and we got started right off the bat. I signed up for "Coffeehouse" Tuesday night because its acoustic and you can play your own music or a cover. I played guitar and sang a cover of the Colbie Caillat song "Magic". I was super nervous, but I got through it and didn't mess up too much hahaha. It wasn't perfect by any stretch of the imagination, but it was ok. I got a 93 so I can live with that. All in all it was an amazing, scary, fun, intimidating week. There is TONS of hard work ahead, but I'm SO pumped to do it. This is what I've been waiting for for a LONG time and I'm not going to slack off. I've spent a HUGE amount of money to be here and learn from these amazing instructors and my fellow students so I'm going to seize every available opportunity given to me! Which reminds me, I met soooooo many people this week from all over the country and the world. The school is truly a melting pot!! I can't wait to collaborate with them :)!!
In other news, tomorrow (Sunday) is my ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY IN LA!!!!
Can you believe it?! I can't. It seems like just yesterday I was leaving my life behind in SC and now I'm finding a home for myself in LA. Me and Laura are still getting settled in, but each day that goes by I feel like I'm finding my way more and more. And, to celebrate this me and Laura decided to give up our LAS (Lazy Ass Syndrome...my SC girls know about this!) and go do something fun! We started thinking... what to do...what to do and then lightbulb! Let's go to Manhattan Beach! I absolutely LOVE Manhattan Beach. I was able to spend a little time in the "South Bay" area during my first week in LA and fell in love with it. The scenery, landscapes, shops, restaurants and people are amazing...so, I just HAD to take Laura there. And fyi, anyone who comes to visit can expect a trip to the beach...it's my favorite part of LA so far!
So, by about 4 me and Laura had taken showers and gotten all cute and headed out the door. Our first stop was at the post office so I could pick up some mail my mom had sent me. Also, you should know that I had chosen the "Centerstage" soundtrack as our driving music for the evening- it was upbeat and dance-worthy so why not?! So me and Laura are jamming out on the 405 for about two miles glad that there is no traffic and then the strangest thing happens...a cop car comes blazing onto the interstate with its lights flashing but no sirens. I wasn't sure what was going on (I hadn't been speeding kids!) but I got over into the far right lane just in case he was going to pull me over, but NO he proceeds to sway all the way into the left lane and then back across 5 lanes to the right and then left....I think you see where I'm going with this. This continued for about 5 minutes and we had no idea what was going on. I actually thought that maybe the cop was high or someone had stolen the car and they were high. Meanwhile a line of traffic is piling up behind us. Here are some video clips Laura was smart enough to take that will explain what happened next...
Crazy Cop #1 (a short clip of what went on for 5 minutes)
Thank you, kind sir for removing the dangerous plywood from the road!
Yes....all of that to pick up 2 pieces of PLYWOOD from the road...geez.
After that we ran into some typical LA traffic which was welcome after that incident.
Then we finally arrived at Manhattan Beach! It put me in such a great mood....beautiful sites everywhere I turned. First, we hit up the pier...we barely made it there because of the steep hills we had to walk down to get down to the beach. Note to you ladies- heels & beach hills do not mix!! Here are some cute pictures me and Laura took on the pier....tres jolie!!!

View from the Pier...I want to live in one of those houses!!

Almost Sunset!

The pier at Manhattan Beach

Oops....the zoom was on.

There, that's better!! Laura & Me on the pier!
After walking around the pier for a bit we used my handy dandy iphone to find a fun seafood restaurant. We found this great place called Rock Fish and had a yummy seafood dinner. I got macadamia nut encrusted mahi mahi will grilled veggies and sweet potato fries and my favorite beverage a classic cosmopolitan. It was fabulous. Laura and I also had a very interesting conversation about independent women, careers, and relationships. It just seems to us from the world's angle it has to be our independence & dreams or a relationship...we can't have our cake and eat it too. Well, I say phooey to that. I believe you can have both and if me moving out here means I have to wait longer for it to happen then fine. I wouldn't want to be with anyone who didn't support me anyway. So, until that time where a relationship does fit into my life I'm perfectly content to keep chugging along solo. Though I am trying not to be so "tough" and remove the proverbial "F-you" sign on my forehead so to speak. I want to be more open and accessible and not worry about getting hurt so much...if I do that I may get surprised by something amazing one day (*fingers crossed*). Scratch that...I KNOW I will be surprised by it one day...can't wait!
Well, me and Laura must have retired the "signs" somewhat because when we left the restaurant and were walking to Starbucks we got stopped by this 40ish year old intoxicated guy who needed directions somewhere. When we informed him we wouldn't help because we lived in the valley he wasn't too thrilled. Laura told him to walk inside and ask a hostess to which he replied "but I wanted to find out from the pretty girls." Too bad dude, we don't know! We told him again we had no clue and he began to stumble down the hill towards the pier. Me and Laura had a good laugh and continued to the car....we dropped off our leftovers and circled the block before pulling into a space in front of Starbucks. We got out and I fed the meter and started walking inside when we hear "hey! hey girls can we get a picture with you?" to which Laura and I turn around....there are 2 guys sitting on a bench in front of Starbucks.
guy: Hey! Can I get a picture with you girls?
Laura:........WHY?.........(wondering what in the world was going on)
guy: Because I think y'all are pretty.
Laura: turns to me "Brandi, should we take a picture with him?'
Me: chuckles..."why the hell not?"
Here is our picture with the Starbucks guy, which funny enough WE have it and not HIM. As we walked inside he yelled out "let me know if it's cute". hahaha. good times.
After we grabbed some coffee we walked around downtown a bit and then headed back to Sherman Oaks. We rocked out to some Kelly Clarkson and there wasn't a stitch of traffic on the 405 and before ya know it we're back in Sherman Oaks at the apartment jumping into our pjs, watching tv and writing blogs. An excellent night with loads of fun.
Tomorrow I've got to get some school work done and do laundry...fun stuff. BUT on Monday night me and Laura are going back to IO West for a comedy show called "The Armando Show".
It always features a special guest as the host and this week it is Angela Kinsey aka Angela Martin of "The Office". I'm so excited to see her and get a chance to meet her! You can count on another blog after that!
Ok, kiddies I'm off to bed! Hope you all had amazing week/weekend. Thanks for reading...I know it was a long one tonight! (TWSS!) hahaha I couldn't resist!
Take care :)
xoxo,
Brandi